i don’t know if these colours

are true

or of my own design


but they have always been that way


half the time

it doesn’t matter


and the other half

it means the world


does it make a difference

to live in a world of grey

where you can’t see the traffic signals

but you know where they are


or you think you know where they are

and the wrong turn

of the wrong person

in the wrong room


i know the difference between

watercolour and acrylic and digital

but i don’t know

the way they bleed

the way they blend


will i ever

(i’m sorry

i just don’t know what for)

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